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Augustine

by Courtney Swain

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1.
Good Will 04:41
You broke the spell While I chipped the same tooth At least five times Trying to cast the words You didn’t even look me in the eye You didn’t even flash a warning sign I’m on the curve With all your week’s refuse The rotting stench The ever-spreading bruise The many walls we built around our shame Swept away so maybe this is a sign To live minimal, a straight line Into the ocean where my ashes fly Fighting with seagulls As I wave goodbye, as I wave goodbye You stuffed my voice In an empty shoebox One of these days I’ll be the belle of Good Will I woke up from a dream into a lie I suppose that now’s as good as anytime To live minimal, a straight line Into the ocean where my ashes fly Fighting with seagulls As I wave goodbye, as I wave goodbye Don’t look so sad, it’s just our time To let go of the gifts we find Somebody else will tend the fire Keeping our dreams warm at night
2.
Raspberries 03:43
Raspberries crushed on our cheeks Laughing so hard that we can’t breathe Cartwheeling through empty streets Watching the sunrise cull the morning I try to breathe one whole blink’s full of air And I feel my body rev up into a bright flare Racing my bicycle with a bird Stopping at the scenic overlook Standing at the start line of a track Floating away into ocean blue I try to hear one whole breath’s worth of sun And I feel my body glorify the life that it’s spun Tucking my kitten into bed Taking a break to stand on my head Smelling a fresh baked loaf of bread Watching the sunset celebrate in red I try to eat two dozen ears of corn ‘Cause who knows if I’ll still be here next time they come
3.
So little of your time took up all of mine Funny looking back I’m a lot of things but not typically the clown But I’m quick to adapt Did you ever find my words, and are you ever going to send them back? A sign language I made up, a one-way radio, a secret map So little of your ink bled on all my papers On every word I wrote Uncovering the stain, smaller on each page But I keep flipping back You pulled me out of my own wreck I don’t expect you here to hold my hand Some unknowns are better left alone I let them waste away into a stone, into a stone I’m on my own with your sticks and stones I’m on my own So little of your gaze could trap me in a daze Daydreaming wove a web I’m still trying to shake Entire days I’d waste, rooting for the cause Did you ever find my words, and are you ever going to send them back?
4.
Phoenix 05:34
When I was young I thought love was the only thing that could break my heart How did you learn to sharpen your shoulders like that? Your words still dribble out of my mouth Still, I’m not worthy of your presence Through all of this I realized That my best bet is still to love you My best bet is still to love you My best bet Every bird starts to look like a phoenix when you see it once Resurrected from a mangled corpse And the roadkill rewinds itself Into a creature standing there I’ll run myself off the road believing My best bet is still to love you My best bet is still to love you My best bet Driving too fast in the rain when I couldn’t see Save for the stunned silence and the clarity Each time I hurtle under an overpass Carrying no relief for those passing over me I keep fleeing from the truth that I’ve been meaning to see How do I love you, when you won’t let me? How do I love you, when you won’t let me? When I was young I thought love was the only thing that could break my heart
5.
Stitched moonlight pools onto the floor Cover the valleys of the night Gulp your voice til I feel a brain freeze Strip down to the time-passer’s shelter A savana of LED’s Shelves of senses drone through the gentle Repetition, the most delicate Dedication of mindless numbers Crystal clear on the rough paper Ticker-tape bound to the dog ears Talking heads swallow the contaminated world Debossed beneath the shattered lines Absorb the circle of the rim Swivel chair flapping in the laughter Your spine is fragile by design Wake up for the turning tide Polygon lions roar under the water Fluted lips crest a sharp precipice Sucked into a nightmare mixtape Crystal clear on the rough paper Ticker-tape bound to the dog ears Talking heads swallow the contaminated world

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released August 19, 2022

Music and cover art by Courtney Swain
Produced and mixed by Vince Welch
Mastered by Randy Roos
Engineered by Bradford Krieger at Big Nice Studio
Additional recording at The Record Co engineered by Vince Welch

Thanks to my friends Tim, Kyle, Anthony, Morgan, Elliott, Kate, Azusa, and Riley. Also many thanks for my patrons who have patiently supported this project as well as my many musical and art endeavors. Thank you!

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